Cut Yourself Some Slack
Here’s the thing. You’ll never have it all worked out. What I mean is this… we live in an infinitely expanding universe. Things are always changing. Even when you think you understand something, that changes. You truly can follow just about any path infinitely.
So, cut yourself some slack. You can’t work it all out. In fact, there is very little to work out. If you going to work on something, work on strengthening your core. Your core sense of self must be strong so that you can fully surrender into the infinite flow from time to time. Having a strong anchor makes you feel safe enough to explore the edge and come back home as it were.
Home is a good thing. Carry your home as your core and your core as your home. This is part of the no fly zone teaching. Strong core give you a chance to explore reality even that much more deeply.

